People change is the vaguest and truest statement ever stated. perhaps the most obvious and inconsequential until you are forced to watch helplessly as someone you love becomes that person and becomes that change. then that statement is raw and mean, real , and hurtful. insulted you would feel that someone dared speak those words so nonchalantly as words of encouragement. when those two words in reality fucked up your world forever. everyday you think "would it be like this forever? is it really over?" in denial you tell yourself no everyday. over and over lying to yourself. avoiding the truth. but every night in sleep you cry and curled up in a ball you hold yourself together physically so mentally you wouldn't fall apart.